[it might take him a while to get there. but for now it is a tentative equilibrium here, where he is content to be content so long as Lan Wangji is. he's even happy, sprawled in his arms at that moment, selfishly keeping him away from his comfortable room and nice bed.
he doesn't fall asleep. he does let himself drift as he runs his hand through Lan Wangji's silky soft hair]
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Responsibility to help, if I am able.
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[...
daring]
But if you feel you need it, will you ask?
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You're too considerate of others. Really, you should do whatever you want.
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I am doing what I want.
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To see you happy.
I like it.
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kisses the top of his head about it. it's not uncomfortable here; both of them warm together, the sounds of the garden peaceful this late]
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he doesn't fall asleep. he does let himself drift as he runs his hand through Lan Wangji's silky soft hair]
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