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Wei Wuxian 魏无羡 | Wei Ying 魏婴 ([personal profile] weiyingdown) wrote2020-09-29 12:36 pm
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one_note: (sweet air of the votive.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lan Wangji gives him the space to finish that sentence instead of speaking, which likely doesn't make it easier.]
one_note: (wildfires and weeds.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[quietly, painfully dragged out -- and he is only even managing to say this because of his discussion with Suibian, and because of a certainty he still remembers even though its foundations are currently gone -- ]

You do not know what I reacted to. What was in your control.

You are eager to take a burden you have rejected the details of.

What you say in anger is still said.

What you say in different circumstances, is still said.
one_note: (some things unsaid.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[closes his eyes and breathes for a little bit, before he can; when he speaks again the edge has faded from his voice, leaving it once again cool and remote]

When my memories were taken. They ended in the ancestral hall of Lotus Pier. We bowed to your family.

This memory. Jiang Wanyin discovered us. He reacted in anger. You were under much strain, and fainted in your own. Wen Qionglin chose to intervene.
one_note: (the beautiful bizarre.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
He had...assisted previously. It was complex.

He was angered by Jiang Wanyin's treatment of you. The truth of your core came out. Jiang Wanyin allowed us to leave.
Edited 2021-01-11 21:05 (UTC)
one_note: (reach out; hold back.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
He requested I not tell you, when you woke. But he spared you further injury.

[a pause, weighing his words]

From there, we went to Yunping by boat.
one_note: (some things unsaid.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm.

I do not remember much of Yunping.
one_note: (nor whole and unbroken.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-11 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[he doesn't look happy, or even the steady baseline of his normal neutral blankness...if you know how to read his face very well. it's in the faint drawn tightness around his eyes and the tired tilt of his head.]

At the inn, we took a meal. I agreed to drink with you once more.

We woke abed together. You were upset.

[a faint hesitation -- then, scrupulous]

So was I.
one_note: (lonely moments just get lonelier.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-12 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
I am all right.

But I do not know what I did.

You said, "do not take it too seriously." And did not wish to be touched.

Your counterpart said...to wait until I remembered resolution. I do not know if you feel the same.
one_note: (coming back all damaged.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-12 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll do it on my own. You don't have to touch me."

"Both of us probably drank too much tonight. My apologies. You don't have to feel too apologetic either. It's normal for men to be like this sometimes. Please don't take it too seriously."

[...and much softer, like it's physically hard for him to say it, even to a degree past how hard it is for him to speak at length]

You also thanked me and apologized.
one_note: (if only for a moment.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-12 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
That is not likely.
one_note: (sweet air of the votive.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-12 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[the sky is so nice tonight, and much safer to look at than Wei Wuxian's face]

You could not take advantage of me.
one_note: (trust that i will take it.)

[personal profile] one_note 2021-01-12 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
When I am drunk.

Are you able to make me do what I do not wish to do?

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