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[weiyingdown]

Sanren 散人
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白日依山尽，黄河入海流。欲穷千里目，更上一层楼。☀

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[one_note]

[ah; no.

shakes his head, temporarily mute altogether, and shifts them just enough that he can lean forward and rest his forehead on Wei Wuxian's shoulder]

[weiyingdown]

[this feels beyond him far, far more than the sex did; after a horrified moment where he confirms to himself that he isn't crying from just a bite, he wraps his arms around him]

Then...what did I do wrong?

[one_note]

[puts his arms around him, too, breathing him in as he recenters]

Nothing wrong.

[weiyingdown]

Something is wrong.

[starts making soothing circles on his back, mindful of the claws]

[one_note]

Not from you.

[but his shoulders do relax, minutely]

[weiyingdown]

[keeps it up, slow and steady palm pressing into his back]

Then from what?

[one_note]

[i miss a ghost of you who is not exactly here]

...

Many changes.

[weiyingdown]

[leans a cheek against his hair]

...Yeah. There are.

[one_note]

...

[his arms tighten slightly]

You are good.

[weiyingdown]

I haven't done anything special. If you've been stubbornly holding yourself together all this time, then it's fine to let it out.

[one_note]

You are.

[it's a response to all of those statements, weirdly]

[weiyingdown]

[gives a noncommittal hum in reply, not responding to it at all]

[one_note]

[that's fine...

maybe they can just stay like this a little while longer. the bathwater is still hot around them.]

[weiyingdown]

[he will stay like this for as long as Lan Wangji wants to, unmoving except for the hand making circles on his back]

[one_note]

[it’s not very long. he won’t let himself wallow; Wei Ying’s memories are gone, but Wei Ying is not.

when he lifts his head, he’s relatively clear-eyed.]

[weiyingdown]

[softens around the eyes when he looks at him, his heart strangely skipping a beat]

Are you going to let me finish cleaning you up?

[one_note]

Will you allow the same?

[weiyingdown]

Hmm. If you insist on it, you can.

[one_note]

Would like it.

[weiyingdown]

Then I'll allow it once I'm finished with you.

[picks up the cloth again and starts to wash his front, just as slow as before; but he keeps his eyes on his face, so it's not exactly as good of a cleaning]

[one_note]

[cute...

his expression's stopped being distressed; heavy-lidded now, on the mellow side. leans helpfully into his hands, into the washcloth, looking quietly back at him]

[weiyingdown]

[hesitates as the cloth brushes over the brand mark on his chest, his eyes flicking down to it briefly. the look on his face can only be described as solemn; but the real mess is lower down, so he dips the cloth under the water to clean his stomach next. when he brings himself to meet Lan Wangji's eyes again his expression is soft]

[one_note]

[Lan Wangji's eyes widen when Wei Wuxian's meet them, just a little]

[weiyingdown]

[leans in until their foreheads are touching, soft]

Is everyone in your sect as romantic as you, or just your founder?

[presses the cloth into his hand when he's finished]

[one_note]

Hm.

[his ears are pink again. runs the cloth under fresh hot water from the tap and freshens the soap in it, before running it down Wei Wuxian's chest]