[he doesn't expect him to go and meet it, and so he stops texting and keeps playing as he makes his way around the garden to roughly the spot Lan Wangji indicated]
[he's not hard to spot. he's kneeling on the very edge, much as he did earlier that day when he walked off on autopilot from their conversation; legs tucked under him, hands spread flat on his knees. his qin is with him, but off to the side; he is not playing now.
he's looking out at the open sky, where the two moons are currently visible and the bright hue of the cotton-candy clouds is dimmed by night to something almost normal.]
Don't you know? I'm the kind of person who causes trouble for others, but never myself.
[shifts so that he's facing Lan Wangji more]
Listen, Hanguang-Jun...I don't want you feeling bad about something that was out of your control. I'll say it as many times as I need to until you believe me. I'm the one who shouldn't have been acting like that towards you.
You're too hard on yourself. It already happened, and a while ago at that. Even if I only just found out, it's completely out of my hands and yours. What's the use in getting upset over something that happened in the past?
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:11 am (UTC)The edge of the island, as reached through the garden. I cannot be exact.
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:28 am (UTC)Hanguang-Jun, you're out so late at night! Aren't you tired?
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:32 am (UTC)[lying is forbidden, and it's just disingenuous to send a noncommittal sound through a text message]
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:38 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:43 am (UTC)[somewhere far off, he can hear the sound of a flute being played]
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:47 am (UTC)he has been tired since they day they arrived here, it feels like.]
It is appreciated.
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Date: 2021-01-11 05:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 06:00 am (UTC)he's looking out at the open sky, where the two moons are currently visible and the bright hue of the cotton-candy clouds is dimmed by night to something almost normal.]
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:16 am (UTC)he stops playing when he's a few feet behind him, staring at his back]
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 06:33 am (UTC)...You're not asleep, so perhaps I played the wrong song.
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:35 am (UTC)I cannot sleep. Do not trouble yourself.
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:44 am (UTC)[shifts so that he's facing Lan Wangji more]
Listen, Hanguang-Jun...I don't want you feeling bad about something that was out of your control. I'll say it as many times as I need to until you believe me. I'm the one who shouldn't have been acting like that towards you.
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:49 am (UTC)I will not accept those words from you.
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Date: 2021-01-11 06:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 07:00 am (UTC)It is natural be distressed, by such remembrance. And to react.
I will not shirk responsibility for my actions.
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Date: 2021-01-11 07:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 07:11 am (UTC)Then I will not speak of it.
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Date: 2021-01-11 07:16 am (UTC)[stops himself, twisting his flute in his hands]
You're so stubborn. Just what am I supposed to say in order to get through to you?
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Date: 2021-01-11 07:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 07:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-01-11 07:29 am (UTC)Consider your other requests, at this time.
[to shirk responsibility. to disregard his own feelings and concerns.]
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